Annisa FR: Day 1 : Talking About Love, Shall We?

Day 1 : Talking About Love, Shall We?

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So, this is the first official time I'll ever discuss my what so called love life in my blog.

Well maybe this isn't, maybe this is, honestly I forget mostly everything I wrote in this blog since this blog has been with me since only-God-knows-when and not to mention I'm pretty sure I kind of put up my crush of seventh grade photograph on my blog and luckily I was sane enough to put it down in the right time so I will not embarrass myself :))

So this maybe the second time? But this one will be pretty serious though unlike the seventh grade one :))

First of all I'm going to just inform you that I'm the kind of person who is kind of adventurous when it comes for love, I don't know though is adventurous the right word for me because I sometimes get sick of myself experiencing new thing but I am never satisfied enough with everything I've done, so I confuse myself with this thing you called love.

I'm 16 and I think I'm making fun of myself to you all to talk about such a sappy thing like relationship, but I actually like this kind of thing, the thing I shouldn't discuss but I do.

I read a lot of books you know, I give extra interest to romance genre though :p

So in my opinion being in a relationship is very different from being single, the feeling is very different you have to see... To have someone caring for you in a way your family never do, and exchanging cheesy pick up lines and telling them your whole day as if it wouldn't be complete without you doing it. I enjoy those delights of relationship and why I keep doing it.

I'm sixteen now and I'm in high school already, I thought my high school would be spent studying only, due to my final exam failure last year but now? I'm doing the same routine I did in middle school, it's building relationship I shouldn't have had.

But to tell you the truth? this one's kind of different from all the previous ones, this one feels more beneficial to me because he's a trustworthy person.

It feels like I can rely to him.

All my life, I have always been a control freak among social life. I get upset if I'm unable to order people to do stuff and I assume boys get that bossy and controlling demeanor of me and maybe they thought that I'll be troublesome so they decide just to let themselves taken over by me... which, I prefer they shouldn't have.

No matter how bossy and controlling I am, I have another personality at home which is spoiled and whiny and kind of annoying. That is why I'm searching 'home' rather than just a boyfriend I can order to do things.

wow this post has gotten more and more serious each paragraph aren't we? :))

This is also different because I found myself is shy around the person I like and that may be not apparent if you are my friend because people know me as a confident lady but I get chickened out in front of the guy I like. But I am not that shy anymore this time, I get to muster up my guts and even go out with him to places and watch some movies. It's great actually and I like him a lot.

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