Annisa FR: 2012

Hello, how's life everyone? ^^

Mine?

Change.

Hehehehe...

Sebenernya sih engga berubah-berubah banget. Bukan berubah yang kayak di novel novel atau di tivi tivi.

Just a sorta huge change.

Gatau deh harus mulai dari mana...

Semua orang akhir-akhir ini berubah, entah ya gue doang yang geer atau mereka pun merasakan hal yang sama seperti gue.

Let's call the first person, me.

Gue tadi di sekolah pas engga ada guru duduk duduk di depan kelas sama Kintan, Prita, Gina, Bepe dan Widya seperti biasa. Kita lagi kalem-kalemnya main Temple Run di iPad nya Kintan, tiba-tiba gue berdiri dan merengek kepada mereka tentang SMTOWN III INA yang akan diselenggarakan di stadion Gelora Bung Karno tanggal 22 September nanti.

Gue engga bakal bisa nonton, nyokap sudah tidak membolehkan gue nonton-nonton konser bahkan jauh dari sebelum gue ngomong bahwa akan ada konser SMTOWN di Indonesia. Yaudah akhirnya gue galau, dan pasrah sebetulnya.

Ya sadar juga sih, udah kelas 9 mau Ujian Nasional masa iya masih main-main begitu. Ngomong begini sih sebenernya dalem hati nangis guling guling mau ketemu EXO. ahahahaha...

Ya, kembali ke topik.

Pas gue ngomong panjang lebar tiba-tiba Kintan nyeletuk "Shoot Shoot Shoot, Hoot Hoot Hoot ya cun?" sambil ketawa-tawa.

Yang Kintan celetukin tadi itu salah satu line di lagu Girls' Generation - Hoot yang rilis 2 tahun yang lalu, tepatnya pas gue masih kelas 7.

"Udah kek Kin, masa lalu banget itu. Malu banget gue ih, malu... Dulu berani banget nari-nari di depan kelas kayak begitu." Raung gue kepada Kintan yang masih ketawa-tawa nginget jaman kelas 7 dulu waktu ditugasin bikin drama kelompok, kelompok gue bikin drama tentang musisi dan ceritanya Gue, Kintan dan Prita jadi member girl group yang jahat dan ada scene pas kita bertiga nari-nari pake lagu Hoot yang tadi.

IUWH.

Setelah banyak ketawa-tawa, sesuatu terpikirkan oleh gue dan gue bilang:

"Gila ya, kita udah banyak berubah banget loh dari pas kelas 7. Gue udah ga labil labil banget sekarang."

"Iya yah, dulu kita kayaknya labil banget deh. Nyindir-nyindir, musuh-musuhan, cinta-cintaan."

"Mungkin gue saking terlalu labilnya waktu kelas 7, jadi gue udah capek jadi anak labil." Gue bergurau dan teman-teman gue ikut ketawa.

Dari situlah gue tersadar bahwa: Alhamdulillah, Iya gue sudah cukup banyak berubah.

Gue sudah tidak terlalu memikirkan love thingy, engga suka musuh-musuhan ~~lebih suka mendem maksudnya~~, lebih cuek terhadap sekitar.

Walaupun iya, gue masih suka joget-joget ga jelas di depan kelas. Tapi sekarang, gue cuma melakukan itu JIKALAU sepi atau sudah tidak ada orang lagi di sekitar tempat gue menari itu.

Dan, gue juga sedang mencoba berubah menjadi anak yang lebih rajin, ~~tidak banyak omong~~ dan perhatian #EAAAAAKKKKSSSSS

Abis banyak banget sih yang bilang gue males, cerewet dan cuek :( hiks

Tapi justru mereka motivatorku, ya! ^^

Terutama menjadi lebih rajin!

Beberapa bulan lagi mau UN nih, udah kelas 9 :(
gue mencoba buat menjadi lebih rajin mengulang pelajaran dan ngerjain tugas-tugas.

Kalau dari sananya udah males, emang susah banget buat jadi rajin! T_T

apalagi gue, yang dari kelas 7 sampe kelas 8 kalo ulangan ngga pernah belajar dan makanya selalu dapet nilai jelek D:

makanya gue mau berubah dan HARUS berubah demi masa depan yang indah nan cerah! ^^

Hahahahaha...

"Gapapa deh ga dapet tiket konser, yang penting kita bisa dapet tiket ke SMA yang bagus."

Tweet senior gue 2 tahun yang lalu.

Nah, yuk kita berubah!

Life's change, People's change, Feeling's also change!

Ayo kita rubah semuanya menjadi lebih baik ^^9

Love,

Annisa Fathia Rachmah<3 font="font">

Nama gue Annisa Fathia Rachmah, pemilik nama paling indah... hihihi
pasti bakal pada bilang kalo gue narsis?

yeah, i have that atittude... praising my own self.

Prolognya engga nyambung sih sama yang bakal gue ceritain ini... hmmm... oke deh dimulai ;;)

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Gue punya 3 kakak... Yang pertama udah punya penghasilan sendiri, yang kedua baru mau selesai kuliahnya dan berencana jadi guru, yang ketiga baru mau lulus SMA dan rencana kuliah di Yogyakarta. Gue sendiri masih stuck di Tangerang sama suasana yang masih sama, well i mean middle school, dan masih juga males padahal setahun lagi gue bakal jadi anak kelas 3 SMP.

Kakak gue yang ketiga yang age gap nya cuma 4 tahun di atas gue udah mulai kuliah, udah mulai mencari keahliannya... i mean, untuk memilih atau melamar kerja nanti pasti kita harus tau kan ketertarikan dan keahlian kita dalam bidang apa?

waktu itu lagi di mobil, kakak gue lagi berbincang tentang 'kuliah-kuliahan' sama bapak. Seperti biasa, bapak gue sangat antusias (ya emang harus sih sebenernya) ketika anaknya akan menginjak ke new grade of their life.

Gue yang paginya baru aja ngasih kertas ulangan Fisika-Kimia yang dibawah KKM itu agak merasa bersalah juga, karena gue inget gimana antusiasnya bapak gue ketika gue lagi tes RSBI ke SMPN 1 Tangerang.

Tapi, pada akhirnya gue asik leha-leha lagi... main twitter lagi...

sampe tiba-tiba...

"Nisa, kamu mau SMA dimana nanti? Setahun lagi loh... kamu mah... IPA gasuka, IPS juga gasuka... kamu nanti SMA mau masuk apa? Kamu mau kuliah dimana?"

Bft... gue agak jengkel sebetulnya ditanyain begitu, karena gue mikirnya 'masih jauh banget kaliii~ setahun kan lama, loh!' tapi... iya juga kalo gue ga belajar dari sekarang, kapan lagi belajarnya?

Padahal dulu gue seneng banget kalo di ajak ngobrol tentang cita-cita... sekarang mau masuk SMA aja bingung bets... T_T

Dulu... Dulu banget, waktu masih TK... gue sangat gencar untuk jadi guru Kesenian karena menurut gue lucu aja gitu... bisa main-main cat dan ngurusin anak-anak kecil yang lucu-lucu...

akhirnya gue sadar pas kelas 4 SD, bahwa:

1) Gambar gue jelek

2) Gue ga suka dan gabisa ngurus anak kecil TwT

Akhirnya, gue bercita-cita jadi penulis... periode gue sebagai anak kelas 4 SD sampai awal kelas 1 SMP, microsoft word penuh sama judul-judul aneh 'Novel To Be' gue... gaada satu pun yang selesai sampai akhirnya entah pada kemana itu cerita :')

Jujur sampe sekarang, gue sangat ingin menggeluti bidang cerita...

gue dari dulu suka banget baca cerita semenjak gue bisa baca...

Pertama baca hai!Miiko nya Ono Eriko, lalu gue belajar baca novel dan ya gitu deh... gue sampe sekarang suka banget masuk ke dalam cerita-cerita fiksi buatan tangan-tangan ajaib manusia-manusia kreatif di luar sana :)

Gue suka banget fiksi, gue suka menghayal sih... Tapi, sejak gue mengalami pubertas, gue lebih sering baca novel-novel TeenLit dibanding fiksi... hhh...

Penulis favorit gue akhir-akhir ini adalah Ilana Tan karena gaya bahasa dan betapa unyunya dia menggambarkan kisah cinta di bukunya itu :')

Tapi sangat sayang sekali, waktu gue yang sebetulnya sangat banyak di habiskan hanya untuk main twitter T___T

i'm not blaming twitter, i blame myself.

Sampe sekarang gue masih suka iseng bikin cerpen buat dikirim-kirim ke majalah, tapi sayangnya... Gapernah di muat :')

Bikin Fanfictions tentang Super Junior terus di post di website fanfiction gue...

Tapi sayangnya... gue tidak terlalu pede untuk memberikan cerita-cerita gue kepada masyarakat luas... alias gue pemalu -_-

Gue emang narsis, over pede, tapi ya mau gimana... Gue tetep malu buat story-telling, malah engga pernah kepilih buat ngewakilin sekolah untuk lomba story-telling... hihihi

Gue sih berharap aja gue bisa makin mendalami bidang ini :)

agak anti-klimaks ya posting gue kali ini? ._.

Okelah, sip... BYE! :)

HELLO EVERYONEEEE!
I'm back with the newest story of mine... the most exciting story that ever happen!

So, let me start with dramatic cough...
*cough cough*

20th March 2012,
me and my sister met my sister's friends who just got back from Thailand, they watched Super Show 4 in Thailand. that time i was just listening to their experience, which made me really envy, i never thought that i could feel the atmosphere at the Super Show.
I really excited even i just listening from their story.
When we got home, i checked my timeline... and guess what i found?

i can't stop blabbering about Super Junior and Super Show back then :')

and yeah, finally at 7th April, we got the voucher-ticket :') i'm so HAPPY, and yeah i could describe my feeling that time...

before the concert, we practicing fanchant (The lyrics for fans to fill the instrumental part at the idol's songs, usually happens in KPOP and JPOP), and made a banner.

(This is my sister who was making a banner for Ryeowook)

(This is my banner for Eunhyuk, and the hangul on it read as 'Hyeok')

we were SOOO EXCITED.... until, 29th April 2012, the 3rd Day of #SuperShow4INA

(There were a bit changed of plan... it's not 28th-29th, it's 27th-29th ><)

First, we exchanged the voucher-ticket to the real-ticket. the real-ticket is a unbreakable-paper-bracelet;

(Actually, i wished for something more than paper-bracelet T_T)

I wore my brand new high heels :') what a sweet sacrifice... (?)

i felt a bit higher that time, and well... my shoes set my feet in pain... T_T

it's really hurt, so before the concert started, i went to get a plaster from the staffs...

after i got my plaster, the staff pushed me out of the room, i was so confuse, they said:

"The star is coming, you have to wait in the box..." then, i realized if i was a bit eager that time, maybe... maybe... i could see Super Junior.

it's only maybe.

FINALLY, THE SHOW IS STARTED!!!!

the opening VCR made my heart beat faster than usual,

then...

"We give you 9 Superman"

it drove me crazy, so i was yelling like the others do...

and started to shout "It is really Super Junior? am i just looking at youtube? no no, youtube display isn't this real and big..."

then it started to "BAM BAM BAM BAM BAM BAM~" the music of Superman's song from Super Junior, they they came out :') ;

(The best picture i could take)

when they came out, the 3 words kept lingering in my mind:

HANDSOME FOR REAL...

LITERALLY FOR REAL

I can't explain what i feel :')

the show was going fine...

well, uhm, okay, MORE THAN FINE!

the best part at the concert was;

-The first song, Superman. i didn't know it is just me or Eunhyuk wanna laugh but he can't because Superman is such a serious performance.

- Rokkugo, when "SAY OOOH!!! SAY ROKKUGO!!! SORI CHILEEEEOOOOOO (shout) !!!!"

- Eunhyuk solo with What's My Name, he sang "What's my name?!" and ELF shouted "LEE HYUKJAE!" and he greeted Indonesian ELFs with his messy-talk-in-Indonesian.

- Oppa, Oppa... I JUST LOVE THEM SO MUCH! and, "I say Donghae, you say Oppa... I say Myeol-chi you say Oppa... I say Eunhae you say Oppa..."

- Don't Don, when Super Junior performed that song... i just, don't know... i have no idea... is it just me or Sungmin is REALLY LOOKING AND SMILING AT ME... :') that time i was in front of the crowd, and... even though that smile isn't for me, i will be fascinate enough seeing his smile, for real... :')

- Sungmin Solo, with if-you-see-what-i-saw part ;)

-Our Love, such a peaceful performance, Super Junior sang and ELF fanchant-ed, and Our Love project, when we put the banner with 'PRECIOUS LOVE SUPER JUNIOR' written on it up when they sang.

- The special stage, when all of them got wet by the water from the stage~ <3

- Shindong Solo, dancing to 'Cinta Jangan Kau Pergi' song by Vidi Aldiano ><

In short,

#SuperShow4INA was AWESOME!

i adore all of their performance,

not just what i typed above.

i'm happy, until today... i'm still glad being an ELF and attended #SuperShow4INA

never happier! :') <3

and i sticked the banner from #SuperShow4INA on my room's wall :)

cute isn't it? kekeke~ ^^

and yeah, i was almost get Ryeowook's wet towel :'( but, i wasn't... and my precious lightstick was broken :'(

even so,

i'm happy with #SuperShow4INA,

i hope i can meet Super Junior again soon in Indonesia ^^

we'll wait for #SuperShow5INA and #SMTownConcertINA

<3 MUCH LOVE FOR SUPER JUNIOR!!!

hello everyone,
i'm again about to tell you about my day...
i just, happy that i have post my newest post on blogger yesterday,
even though i know, people wouldn't care.. hehehe

today, i would reveal a secret...
(wow, sounds dramatic isn't it?
it's not a secret but... well, yeah... kind of telling you what i think about something in the past years or months or days...

i don't feel like doing anything, because... i don't know, it seems like everything i do always turn out wrong..
it ever happen once in my life before today,
it was when i was in 7th Grade, and it's really uncomfortable because i was in lack of self-esteem.

It is now happen again to me, today.
i'm so bored, i'm so out of my mind...
i don't check my personal twitter, i even haven't check my own phone,
all day i spent with watching korean drama, listening to music, reading books, watching MVs.
but i just didn't keep in touch with people around me.

I just don't know why, i keep this feeling for about 2 months...
i don't have any problem... maybe that's why i feel so useless and unwanted...

(GEEZ, i need a help for my mellow-dramatic feels in this blog)

p.s: i didn't reply your mention or message doesn't mean i hate you, i just need my quality time in this holiday because the feeling i feel.

Sincerely,
Annisa Fathia Rachmah

It's been quite long time since my last update in this blog... wow, i just read my updates long time ago...
what english i used to type on that? poor old me :(

Well, i just wanna tell you that, i miss this blog... i haven't write on blogspot, wordpress, and even my facebook status.. hihihi... i think i've been grown up lately ><

writing such a frontal message on wordpress, facebook and blogspot is one of my habit that i want erased... and so... i'm happy that i haven't wrote any frontal message this year :D hello new me!

by the way, now i'm in pretty long time break because my seniors must have a national exam...
i'm cheering for them from my house ^^9
and, in this break, i keep thinking about one year later...

How is it to be a 9th grader?
How is it to be bothered by exams?
How is it to balancing your time between studying and playing?
How is it... How is it.... How is it... keep cooing in my head

And my fear about losing my precious middle-school-friends...
well, to be honest, i love to spend my time with them, it's like mellow-dramatic but, how i wish i could be with them in longer time after 3 years... that's could be fun ><

i'm afraid to be 9th grader except the seniority level parts.... hehehehe
but i'm afraid, i have to study more, and...
i haven't studying good in the past 2 years, well... that's my bad...
well then, that's what i'm afraid of...
my grade T_T

i know i should study more...
because that's what i'm going to do after this break's over...
it must be hard :(

but, FIGHTING ANNISA FATHIA RACHMAH!
YOU CAN DO IIIITTTTT!!!! ><

PS: Gonna watch #SuperShow4INA LIVE D-4... hehehehe...

Hai!!! Sudah lamaaaaa sekali ya tidak bertemu :D

Nah, sekarang kayaknya gue ingin membicarakan kasus-kasus yang marak di kehidupan anak muda. Well, i’m young but sometimes i’m not easily fall for teenage stuff.

Jadi, gue akan membicarakan tentang......... Teman Makan Teman! :D yeaaay!

Hhh... di angkatan gue, engga di angkatan gue juga sih. Errr... lebih tepatnya sih emang gue Cuma aware sama gosip-gosip di angkatan. Hahaha...

Eh, by the way, ini gue #JustSaying yah... kesamaan nama atau cerita hanya sebuah kebetulan :D

Gue pernah punya temen, cewek, namanya Bubun (nama samaran).

Si bubun ini punya temen namanya, Rena (nama samaran) dan Sisi (nama samaran). Bubun naksir cowok yang namanya Revo (nama samaran), begitu pula Sisi, tapi setau gue... Sisi udah lama banget suka sama Revo, jauh sebelum Bubun bilang bahwa dia suka Revo. Dan, Revo punya kembaran nih ceritanya... namanya Reno (nama samaran). Ibaratnya, Reno tuh bagiannya si Rena.

Sisi jelas bete, Sisi mau gimana juga suka sama dua-duanya... Tapi akhirnya, Sisi bikin ‘first move’ juga ke si Revo.

Sisi mulai smsan, telpon-telponan ya... standar orang pedekate lah, gimana sih...

Tiba-tiba... Sisi sok unyu gitu, dia bilang:

“Vo, temen gue ada yang suka sama lo...”

“Siapa?”

“Ada deh... hahaha... tapi gue juga suka sama lo.”

“serius, si?”

“Serius lah, ya kali gue bohong.”

“Gue juga suka sama lo, pacaran yuk.”

“Yuk.”

Oke, percakapannya ya gak sependek itu kaliii -_- tapi berhubung gue gatau percakapan lengkapnya, jadi aja gue bikin begitu.

Nah, jadianlah si Revo dan Sisi.

Gosip mereka jadian menggemparkan anak seangkatan, dan angkatannya Revo (kebetulan Revo kakak kelas).

Bubun pun campur aduk perasaannya, mau dibilang kesel... Bubun siapanya Revo?

Mau dibilang engga kesel... kesel lah! Jelas-jelas itu namanya TMT

Yaudah deh... akhirnya Sisi sok-sok nyesel gitu bilang ke Bubun bahwa dia beneran suka sama Revo dan akhirnya... Sisi sama Revo putus-putus juga...

Kadang kalo gue ngulang-ngulang nginget cerita itu, heboh juga sih-___-

Nah, jadi kebalik deh... Akhirnya Bubun jadian sama cowok yang (sebetulnya) disukain dari lamaaaa lamaaaa banget sama Sisi.

Bubun jadian sama Nino (nama samaran), sebetulnya dibanding sukanya ke Revo, Sisi lebih suka sama Nino.

Tapi, Sisinya juga mikir kali, kalo misalnya dia udh ngerebut cowok yg ditaksir temennya, ya kenapa temennya gabisa?

ANEH MEMANG ANEEEHH!-____-

Nah, sekarang menurut kalian gimana?

Kalo menurut gue sih... sekali lagi gue tekankan ini #JustSaying -_-

Kalo menurut gue... harusnya Sisi gaboleh begitu K dia masa seenak-enaknya aja gitu, main rebut... -_- emang dia ga mikirin perasaannya Bubun apah?

Bukti nih ya, Sisi sama Revo udh putus lamaaaaaaaa banget, tapi sampe sekarang Sisi sama Bubun masih temenan.

I tell you what, pacar sama temen tuh pentingan temen, walau, sometimes... Love is Blind. HUAHAHA... Cinta itu bikin buta kadang kalo emang lo terlalu lemah.

Nah, makanya... kalo menurut gue sih... menurut gue... rebutan pacar is not a big deal kok... BUKAN, BUKAN KARENA GUE PENGALAMAN-___-

Tapi serius deh, dari segala macam cerita TMT yang gue denger... engga ada tuh yang pacarannya langgeng, adanya juga pertemanannya yg bisa malah tambah deket atau masih deket.

Sebetulnya banyak cerita TMT tahun ini, tapi berhubung masih ada yang gak sadar bahwa dia itu TMT ataupun mereka emang TMT berencana (NO OFFENSE YA, FOLKS!)

Nah, korban TMT gue sarankan untuk get over it... engga kok, lo ga harus move on karena emang menurut gue, engga harus move on karena emang gaada yang harus di bikin ‘move’. Nah, makanya... relakan aja semuanya J terutama TMT kan Temen Makan Temen, masa iya gara-gara ngerebutin pacar jadi berantem. NO NEED! :D menurut gue pribadi sih, ngerebutin cowok itu useless... BUKAN, BUKAN KARENA GUE PENGALAMAN-____-

Hahaha... jadi yang diTMTin maafin aja temennya J buang gebetannya (?)

Engga deng canda :p maafin temennya, relain gebetannya, masih banyak kok orang yang lebih baik dari gebetan :D

Huahahahaha.... duh, berasa jadi pakar cinta nih (?) :’] huahahaha...

Oke, jangan lupa...

FORGIVE & FORGET J

Regards,

Annisa Fathia Rachmah

Annisa FR

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