Annisa FR: 01/07/14

So, hello... I'm writing this at 10pm and why? Because I kept lazing off today but I still want to stand on my ground finishing this 30 Days Blog Challenge :D

And lately I have been thinking about my future awfully much, again and again because I screwed up my final exam last year and it affects me so much to be very honest but not really if I have to state the fact... I degraded my position again in the class, I was 2nd place in the first term but I got kicked to the 3rd this term and boy did it disappoint me.

I'm the kind of person who can be satisfied easily by things I've done well then I'll take it easy the next time, and boy didn't it go well.

So as I was saying, I'm not really the kind of person who likes studying and that makes me near nowhere of the future, I'm blind about the future, and when I say blind, I literally don't know what I'll turn out to be later in the future and boy did I scare of being just housewife. Well, that'll be better, what if nobody won't to have me as their wife because I'm so stupid they could cry?

How about dreams?

Of course I have a dream, actually I have lots of it.

So, let's go there...

10 years later... I will be 26th

That'll be the perfect age to get married and of course I will already have my groom to be which is my boyfriend I've been dating for years, I love him so much and he listens to me well and he teaches me well too. He's going to be like best friend, brother and boyfriend.

At around this month we're going to be busy preparing our wedding.

Which I can do everyday since I'm going to be the CEO of my company. For your information, I sell books, I have branches and branches of book store. It's going to be a very modern book store that has cafe, lounging room to read the books one has bought. Publishers and authors love to spend their time in my bookstore that is why I have many famous friends of the linguistic field.

My modern book store will be so popular that I'm gonna die rich.

After checking out some wedding necessity and book them for months later, I will tell my mom that I'm going to be away to South Korea for a moment with some friends to celebrate my last single fun days before I'm getting married later and it has to be South Korea because I'm going there to fangirl also with of course my fangirl friends.

My mother will obviously scold me for thinking such a careless matter in such a busy months to the wedding, but I'm going to plea because this is going to be my last chance travelling to the country I've adored for a long time with friends who are just as crazy as me for it!

I already have the ticket so even my mother will hesitate to tell me to cancel the trip, beside, my husband-to-be agreed to take a break for a moment from this wedding ruckus and let me have a vacation so it's going to be just fine.

So I'm going to fly to South Korea the upcoming week and it's going to be awesome!

Me and my friends will rent a small apartment for us to live while we're there because hotel room can be so pricey especially at summer time like this so yeah.

We'll arrive at the evening in Incheon Airport and I can't even believe myself I finally step my feet on South Korea! The country I've been dreaming to go to!

Well we will do stuff normal tourists will do in Korea.
We'll go fangirling, go to SM Pop Up Store (if possible because SM can be so stingy and maybe they won't open the Pop Up Store ever again. Present thought.) and end go to Han River, to Seoul tower (I'm going to lock my name and my husband-to-be^^)

So, this is the first official time I'll ever discuss my what so called love life in my blog.

Well maybe this isn't, maybe this is, honestly I forget mostly everything I wrote in this blog since this blog has been with me since only-God-knows-when and not to mention I'm pretty sure I kind of put up my crush of seventh grade photograph on my blog and luckily I was sane enough to put it down in the right time so I will not embarrass myself :))

So this maybe the second time? But this one will be pretty serious though unlike the seventh grade one :))

First of all I'm going to just inform you that I'm the kind of person who is kind of adventurous when it comes for love, I don't know though is adventurous the right word for me because I sometimes get sick of myself experiencing new thing but I am never satisfied enough with everything I've done, so I confuse myself with this thing you called love.

I'm 16 and I think I'm making fun of myself to you all to talk about such a sappy thing like relationship, but I actually like this kind of thing, the thing I shouldn't discuss but I do.

I read a lot of books you know, I give extra interest to romance genre though :p

So in my opinion being in a relationship is very different from being single, the feeling is very different you have to see... To have someone caring for you in a way your family never do, and exchanging cheesy pick up lines and telling them your whole day as if it wouldn't be complete without you doing it. I enjoy those delights of relationship and why I keep doing it.

I'm sixteen now and I'm in high school already, I thought my high school would be spent studying only, due to my final exam failure last year but now? I'm doing the same routine I did in middle school, it's building relationship I shouldn't have had.

But to tell you the truth? this one's kind of different from all the previous ones, this one feels more beneficial to me because he's a trustworthy person.

It feels like I can rely to him.

All my life, I have always been a control freak among social life. I get upset if I'm unable to order people to do stuff and I assume boys get that bossy and controlling demeanor of me and maybe they thought that I'll be troublesome so they decide just to let themselves taken over by me... which, I prefer they shouldn't have.

No matter how bossy and controlling I am, I have another personality at home which is spoiled and whiny and kind of annoying. That is why I'm searching 'home' rather than just a boyfriend I can order to do things.

wow this post has gotten more and more serious each paragraph aren't we? :))

This is also different because I found myself is shy around the person I like and that may be not apparent if you are my friend because people know me as a confident lady but I get chickened out in front of the guy I like. But I am not that shy anymore this time, I get to muster up my guts and even go out with him to places and watch some movies. It's great actually and I like him a lot.

Annisa FR

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