Annisa FR: CURCOL

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hello everyone,
i'm again about to tell you about my day...
i just, happy that i have post my newest post on blogger yesterday,
even though i know, people wouldn't care.. hehehe

today, i would reveal a secret...
(wow, sounds dramatic isn't it?
it's not a secret but... well, yeah... kind of telling you what i think about something in the past years or months or days...

i don't feel like doing anything, because... i don't know, it seems like everything i do always turn out wrong..
it ever happen once in my life before today,
it was when i was in 7th Grade, and it's really uncomfortable because i was in lack of self-esteem.

It is now happen again to me, today.
i'm so bored, i'm so out of my mind...
i don't check my personal twitter, i even haven't check my own phone,
all day i spent with watching korean drama, listening to music, reading books, watching MVs.
but i just didn't keep in touch with people around me.

I just don't know why, i keep this feeling for about 2 months...
i don't have any problem... maybe that's why i feel so useless and unwanted...

(GEEZ, i need a help for my mellow-dramatic feels in this blog)

p.s: i didn't reply your mention or message doesn't mean i hate you, i just need my quality time in this holiday because the feeling i feel.

Sincerely,
Annisa Fathia Rachmah

Hello, it's me, posting on 10:42 AM in my house.

Today, till next sunday i'll be in home, because the 9th Grade have a test :)

Good luck anyway!

Now, you know what i'm feeling?

BORED

it's really really boring just stare at computer and browsing Internet. -___-"

I can't play the other things! The only thing that interesting in my house just my internet connection. zzzzz -___-

Can you take me here?

(This Is SEOUL)

Just like you all know.

I'm a big fan of Seoul! I wanted to go there, and i hope this holiday i will be go there. o_ov

And the reason why i wanted to go there is :

(Super Junior and Girls Generation Seoul Commercial)

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah~ i really wanted to go there~~~~

Can i ? :'(

(Seoul Bridge and Han River)

What a beautiful bridge and River :0

and, i will see it life, 15 years later ;) trus me.

It's time to galau-ing. Now, i'm so galau.
And, i listen to this song :(

More better, knowing not just me get a galau :)

Oke, bisa dibilang rasa itu kembali muncul setelah dipancing oleh seruling wajahnya seperti memanggil ular yang ada di dalam vas.

It's been a year!!!!!

I'm even never heard his laugh, and his voice.

Gue engga ngerti deh, pokoknya tiba-tiba muncul lagi aje, gitu... Kayak *JENGJENGJENGJENG* kayak apa yaaa??? GANGERTI DEH POKOKNYA!

Iye, terserah lu, mau bilang gua labil kek apa kek #berubahgalak

-____-

Eh, tapi udah engga ada artinya lagi kali, ya?

Gue udah difitnah loh! Gue udah diomongin yang macem-macem, loh!

I never have a chance, even JUST for seeing...

Terserah deh sekarang, i just want to be free from this awkward feeling.

PLEASE! I NEEDED HELP!

:'(

Hallo! Saya pake bahasa Indonesia loh, gue akhir-akhir ini kaga jadi-jadi melulu pengen nge post pake Bahasa Indonesia -_- tapi, toh sekarang sudah :D

Gue lagi Dilemma ciin... Eh, Dilemma atau Galau ya?

Galau aja deh, tapi judulnya engga gue ganti tuh :P #gajeeeeeeeesupeeeeerrrrr

Eh, tapi gabisa dibilang Galau juga sih, gue biasa aja -,- OH, I GOT IT!

NYESEK!

wuahahahaha...

Gue kan barusan buka FB, terusnyah, gue engga sengaja tuh, liat nama FB temen gue.

Gue klik lah Profile nya dia, dan gue baru sadar -.- aduh, dia adalah ceweknya cowok yang dulu gue suka -,-

SAMFAAAAAH~ Kenapa gue mesti lupa, seh!?

Tapi udah gapapa lah, terus gue liat ada link blog nya dia tuh.

Gue Klik deh, karena gue adaah BlogWalker :P

Hehehehe...

Dan, gue baca-baca post-an nya. dan,,, gue sampe,,,

OMONA~~~

Ada post an kalo dia sangat berterima kasih kepada si 'itu'.

(-___-") dan ada History nya gitu deh, pret banget dah ah!

Huwahahahaha...

Nyesek sih, dikit. Tapi bodo ah :P

OHMYGOD!

Sumpah, gue kesel banget jadi anak RSBI. You know? gue bukannya sombong. Tapi, serius, gila banget ini, pulang jam 3 masih ada waktu tambahan pula. Parah amat -_-"

Sedih deh jadi anak RSBI.

Tapi, mungkin semua keberuntungan gue udah dipake buat masuk RSBI kali ya?

payah ah pokoknya, gue sebel banget!

Dan, hal yang Amazing adalah :

1. Nilai gue justru baik di Matematika. Oh yeah, thanks god! Tapiii, gue mempunya sisi buruk juga dalam nilai. dan itu ganggu banget!

2. Nilai gue JELEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKK banget di mata Pelajaran IPS. Gila yah! Sumpah demi apapun gurunya gak enak ngajar! ngehina mulu, kagak fokus gue. Mana tegang lagi kalo diajarin ama guru IPS yang itu!

Gue gak pernah gak remed Ulangan IPS. Abisan, bawaannya ngantuk mulu di ajar guru IPS.

malesin banget sumpah! demi apapun!

Mungkin gue jahat dan durhaka -_- tapi tadi gue bercanda-candaan ama temen-temen sekelas gue yang 'kebetulan' lagi duduk deket gue. Adam, Ares, Ramdha, Gina, Jihad dan Prita.

Itu tadi, gue ngatain guru IPS gue yang galak naudzubillah himindzaliq!

Bermacam-macam kataan deh pokoknya. Dan gue ikutan. Parahnyaaaa~

Udahan ah buka aibnya malu gue.

Dan, i'm fallin in love secretly. WAHAHAHAHAHAA!

Yah, namanya Pale *tentu saja disamarkan*

Pale Botak, Pale Kakap, Pale apa aja lah yang enak sesuka lo.

Yeah, dia bukan anak RSBI seperti adanya gue.

Dia anak Reguler, tapi tragisnya satu sekolah ama gue :(

yayaya, bukan berarti gue males temenan ama anak Reguler.

Woy! Malahan gue punya banyak teman di Reguler.

Pokoknya gitu lah!

Enggak, dia bukan pacar gue. Males lah!

Dia cuma FBL gue. Friend But Love. Ceileeeeeehhhh Nisaaaaaaa~

Yagitu deh ah, pokoknya! Terusnya ya, dia tahu kalo gue suka ama dia, dan gue juga tau kalo dia suka ama gue. WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Lucu memang, tapi yasudahlah ya. namanya juga ababil inih.

Pokoknya gitu~ sampe pada suatu hari. Gue pergi ke kelas 7E kelas temen gue yang ada tepat di bawah kelasnya si Pale. *engg.. ga tepat juga sih*

Pokoknya gitu, gangerti sebodo lah!

Dia ada di atas, gue liat-liatan ama dia, dan dia entah sok gak kenal atau emang pura-pura gak kenal, langsung masuk ke kelasnya. Ergh! Gue pasti marah dong ya! Yaudah, dia SMS gue malemnya.

"Malem, buang pulsa" <- udah biasa.

"Lo rese tau ga!"

"kenapa? Eh, ngomong2 tadi itu elo ya?"

"Iya itu gue! Sumpah ya, lo tuh ngeselin banget! udah tau itu gue, bukannya nyamperin malah balik ke kelas!"

"eh, itu gue kira bukan elo."

"Boong!"

"Beneran deh, jangan marah dong~"

"Boong!"

"Yaudah kalo gak percaya! Tapi jangan marah lagi."

"iya gue gak marah"

Semenjak saat itu, gue selalu nyari dia di lapangan di WC (HAHAH! GILA GAK MUNGKIN!) pokoknya gue nyariin dia.

Suatu saat, gue nyariin dia dan KETEMU! Dia liat gue, dari cara pandangnya gue tahu dia pasti ngeliat gue dan gak mungkin kalo dia gak tahu itu gue.

Tapi, DIA DIEM AJA!

Malemnya, pengen gue SMS, niatnya emang gak mau ngomongin. Tapi... DANG! Gak dibales!

Yaudalah, GANTUNG jadinya.

Tapi, gue tambah robek hati begitu gue liat profile FBnya.

OMONA! NIA SIAPA?! Pertanyaan yang selalu muncul... ergh. parah.

Terus, status yang menyebut-nyebut nama gue diapus. hoalah.

Udahan ah, curhatnya malesin nih.

Udah yaaaa.... dadah i lope you all! :D

Annisa FR

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