Annisa FR

hello everyone,
i'm again about to tell you about my day...
i just, happy that i have post my newest post on blogger yesterday,
even though i know, people wouldn't care.. hehehe

today, i would reveal a secret...
(wow, sounds dramatic isn't it?
it's not a secret but... well, yeah... kind of telling you what i think about something in the past years or months or days...

i don't feel like doing anything, because... i don't know, it seems like everything i do always turn out wrong..
it ever happen once in my life before today,
it was when i was in 7th Grade, and it's really uncomfortable because i was in lack of self-esteem.

It is now happen again to me, today.
i'm so bored, i'm so out of my mind...
i don't check my personal twitter, i even haven't check my own phone,
all day i spent with watching korean drama, listening to music, reading books, watching MVs.
but i just didn't keep in touch with people around me.

I just don't know why, i keep this feeling for about 2 months...
i don't have any problem... maybe that's why i feel so useless and unwanted...

(GEEZ, i need a help for my mellow-dramatic feels in this blog)

p.s: i didn't reply your mention or message doesn't mean i hate you, i just need my quality time in this holiday because the feeling i feel.

Sincerely,
Annisa Fathia Rachmah

It's been quite long time since my last update in this blog... wow, i just read my updates long time ago...
what english i used to type on that? poor old me :(

Well, i just wanna tell you that, i miss this blog... i haven't write on blogspot, wordpress, and even my facebook status.. hihihi... i think i've been grown up lately ><

writing such a frontal message on wordpress, facebook and blogspot is one of my habit that i want erased... and so... i'm happy that i haven't wrote any frontal message this year :D hello new me!

by the way, now i'm in pretty long time break because my seniors must have a national exam...
i'm cheering for them from my house ^^9
and, in this break, i keep thinking about one year later...

How is it to be a 9th grader?
How is it to be bothered by exams?
How is it to balancing your time between studying and playing?
How is it... How is it.... How is it... keep cooing in my head

And my fear about losing my precious middle-school-friends...
well, to be honest, i love to spend my time with them, it's like mellow-dramatic but, how i wish i could be with them in longer time after 3 years... that's could be fun ><

i'm afraid to be 9th grader except the seniority level parts.... hehehehe
but i'm afraid, i have to study more, and...
i haven't studying good in the past 2 years, well... that's my bad...
well then, that's what i'm afraid of...
my grade T_T

i know i should study more...
because that's what i'm going to do after this break's over...
it must be hard :(

but, FIGHTING ANNISA FATHIA RACHMAH!
YOU CAN DO IIIITTTTT!!!! ><


PS: Gonna watch #SuperShow4INA LIVE D-4... hehehehe...